OverdueWhen the time comes, when you must goDont call me goodbye, or leave me a note
Neither try to make me laugh- youll just make me cryI want one single overdue kiss goodbye.That in just one moment, explains everythingThat when you wrote songs, it was for me you would singAnd in the dark of night, when I thought of youThis kiss will promise I was on your mind, too.With one fateful brush of your lips against mineYour kiss will tell me everything will be fine
Your breath will whisper apologies; and say
I wish we had those years... I wish that I could stay
Youll take my hand, just before you take your leaveAnd stare into eyes that never did deceive
Theyll show you love, and assure real romance,
That you couldve had, if youd taken the chance...Tomorrow, I will wave to you, as you walk down the street
Youll smile at me (the way you do), and for one instant our eyes will meet,H
Magic 8 ballWhere is my magic 8 ball?You swallowed it? No way
If I shake you up and down,Will these headaches go away?Can you give me answers?The ones I really need,About our faith and fun-romancersAnd slaves that are yet to be freed?About all the saints and sinnersWho ever roamed this earthAbout the losers and the winnersAnd tell me its really worthAll this potential hurt, to careAs Im trying to see in your headYou always did have perfect hairCould you just hold my hand instead?Cannot predict nowMy sources say noBetter not tell you nowIt is decidedly soIt seems the ball has burst,youve swallowed all the gunkIm holding your hair back nowand I dont mind!Maybe thats why they call it love.
FaultIts not your fault, dont mean to raise the alarmsIts not your fault they cant resist your charmsNot your fault that you seem to flauntEverything they could ever want.So you grab the attention of all aroundFull grown men fall to the groundCaught by your beauty, your fresh smileLonging to spend time with you, if only a little while.Imperfection never crossed you, princessIm sorry that I have to confessI myself am not immune to you, not even sinceYou were the first to capture the eye of that princeThat, goddess, grieves my heart sore!As if all men werent enough, you seem to get moreSpoiled almost, what I wouldnt giveFor just once, to live the life you live
That LookDon't give me that lookWith such disdainAs if you have any rightTo do anything but explainWhy, exactly, you are my bloodand everyone else comes before meWe are past silly childish gamesand petty sibling rivalrySo why is it that everyone elseReceives your affection, when I receiveThat look. Again and again...It's truly difficult for me to believeThat you actually love mePlease know that you have my loveEven if in your frozen eyesWhat I am isn't good enoughI wish that we were closerThat I could say how I care for youI am proud to say you are my brother!I wish that you could be proud of it, too.
Not anymoreYou are the definationOf brokenOr so you wereBut not anymoreYou were crumbling, in need,hurtingAlways grimly contemplatingBut not anymoreYou regained yourselfBecame strengthened by... himWhen in the past you had falteredBut not anymoreYour confidence then grewFor youHad once been torn apartBut not anymoreYou needed me to be there for youNeeded my warming smileI was your reason for being(it seemed)for just a little whileBut not anymore
Warm RainSitting quietly amongst my thoughtsI wonder how all this came to beThen my mind was rudely interruptedBy something peculiar I could seeWater droplets, warm and fallingDown in the room I satWhere they came from, I did not knowI had no time for thatBack to my mind, and what I had planned(or not planned, to be true)Pondering life's most important questions(Ignoring my skin becoming soaked through)What is desire? I ask myselfAnd have I found its flame...Surely not, If I have to ask(I question, as I feel the warm rain)Horrid human emotion! I thinkAs I get confused by this worldWell, at least I am strong and dignifiedRather than crying like a little girlSitting quietly amongst my thoughtsI wonder how all this came to beThen my mind was rudely interruptedBy tear drops belonging to me
How I long for summerOh, how I long for summer to arriveOr at least to return from the past!My school days seem dull, boring and longBut the light of summer faded so fast!Oh, how I long for summer to begin,Out in the sun I would stayEnjoying my freedom, exploring the worldRunning through the meadows to playOh, how I love for the summer to startFor the sky to smile down from abovePicnics and barbecues, parties and such,Spending time with the people I loveOh, how I long for summer to comeCreating memories that will last foreverI'll wait for that time, through the snow and the rainAnd when I see a change in the weather...Oh, how I'll long for summer to lastI was to hold it strong- make it stay!But just as my childhood is ending...So must my dreams of summer fade awayOh, how I long for life to never change,For my foolish happiness to stayAnd every summer, for us to run freeDown through the meadows to play
BlackFaded- darkness-"BlackCome back!"Let me imagine the carvings of your faceThe softness of your hairYour husky,and warm voice... that spoke and said"I'll be there"But you're leaving...Instead replaced with bright images of models,actors, phonies, fakes...Trying to be you... and succeeding- partially.But I know who you areI know the warmth of your skin against mineI know love created from wordsthat have gathered a picture in my mindMore than a picture...A person.A placeA surroundingA settingA sweet moment in timeWhere everything that could happen,Happens.You?You are alive...Because I want you to be.
XTake this 'x'Let itX-ecuteyour future in a sweet forgotten momentX-terminateyour solitude... stolen from you, by itX-amineyour soul. And forgive all your faults.X-pectit has the powerto call your life to a hault.Believe that right now, in a situation like thisAn 'x' means much, much more than a kiss.