FaultIts not your fault, dont mean to raise the alarmsIts not your fault they cant resist your charmsNot your fault that you seem to flauntEverything they could ever want.So you grab the attention of all aroundFull grown men fall to the groundCaught by your beauty, your fresh smileLonging to spend time with you, if only a little while.Imperfection never crossed you, princessIm sorry that I have to confessI myself am not immune to you, not even sinceYou were the first to capture the eye of that princeThat, goddess, grieves my heart sore!As if all men werent enough, you seem to get moreSpoiled almost, what I wouldnt giveFor just once, to live the life you live
That LookDon't give me that lookWith such disdainAs if you have any rightTo do anything but explainWhy, exactly, you are my bloodand everyone else comes before meWe are past silly childish gamesand petty sibling rivalrySo why is it that everyone elseReceives your affection, when I receiveThat look. Again and again...It's truly difficult for me to believeThat you actually love mePlease know that you have my loveEven if in your frozen eyesWhat I am isn't good enoughI wish that we were closerThat I could say how I care for youI am proud to say you are my brother!I wish that you could be proud of it, too.
Not anymoreYou are the definationOf brokenOr so you wereBut not anymoreYou were crumbling, in need,hurtingAlways grimly contemplatingBut not anymoreYou regained yourselfBecame strengthened by... himWhen in the past you had falteredBut not anymoreYour confidence then grewFor youHad once been torn apartBut not anymoreYou needed me to be there for youNeeded my warming smileI was your reason for being(it seemed)for just a little whileBut not anymore
Warm RainSitting quietly amongst my thoughtsI wonder how all this came to beThen my mind was rudely interruptedBy something peculiar I could seeWater droplets, warm and fallingDown in the room I satWhere they came from, I did not knowI had no time for thatBack to my mind, and what I had planned(or not planned, to be true)Pondering life's most important questions(Ignoring my skin becoming soaked through)What is desire? I ask myselfAnd have I found its flame...Surely not, If I have to ask(I question, as I feel the warm rain)Horrid human emotion! I thinkAs I get confused by this worldWell, at least I am strong and dignifiedRather than crying like a little girlSitting quietly amongst my thoughtsI wonder how all this came to beThen my mind was rudely interruptedBy tear drops belonging to me
How I long for summerOh, how I long for summer to arriveOr at least to return from the past!My school days seem dull, boring and longBut the light of summer faded so fast!Oh, how I long for summer to begin,Out in the sun I would stayEnjoying my freedom, exploring the worldRunning through the meadows to playOh, how I love for the summer to startFor the sky to smile down from abovePicnics and barbecues, parties and such,Spending time with the people I loveOh, how I long for summer to comeCreating memories that will last foreverI'll wait for that time, through the snow and the rainAnd when I see a change in the weather...Oh, how I'll long for summer to lastI was to hold it strong- make it stay!But just as my childhood is ending...So must my dreams of summer fade awayOh, how I long for life to never change,For my foolish happiness to stayAnd every summer, for us to run freeDown through the meadows to play
BlackFaded- darkness-"BlackCome back!"Let me imagine the carvings of your faceThe softness of your hairYour husky,and warm voice... that spoke and said"I'll be there"But you're leaving...Instead replaced with bright images of models,actors, phonies, fakes...Trying to be you... and succeeding- partially.But I know who you areI know the warmth of your skin against mineI know love created from wordsthat have gathered a picture in my mindMore than a picture...A person.A placeA surroundingA settingA sweet moment in timeWhere everything that could happen,Happens.You?You are alive...Because I want you to be.
XTake this 'x'Let itX-ecuteyour future in a sweet forgotten momentX-terminateyour solitude... stolen from you, by itX-amineyour soul. And forgive all your faults.X-pectit has the powerto call your life to a hault.Believe that right now, in a situation like thisAn 'x' means much, much more than a kiss.
CorruptionWhispered painful words of purely lustWhich hid themselves in her love's sweet breath,Turned a 'maybe' to a 'want', then to a 'must'And held no remorse from life to death.A terrible beauty... who held unholy power withinAbused, most certainly, in her hands. But only then...Such emotion would evoke such tainted sinOh! How her fortunes have corrupted honest men!
Weakness of lust and loveYou will never understand...While you sit in a hollow libraryreading volumes and volumes, so you can flauntyour knowledge. Figure out what you wantBecause I already knowI am a fool to be begging on this floorThirsting for some...sweet-tasting toxic drinkIve been on my knees before,you know,But to indulge, never to beg.If you knew how weak I was- what would you think?Feminine magnetism...how does purple sound?Do you prefer lights or dark?Parade around;in high-heeled hopescan you hear me?Im shouting your namethese are our 30 minutes of fame.Say its everything youve ever dreamedTell me Im your *star*That everything in the pasthas been to work up to this precious hour.Whisper that when I entered your lifeIt became so much harder.And Ill whisper that when you entered mine,I felt pure and blinding ardour.Say I drive you crazyTo the point that you cant explain.To the point where others cant compareto th